Kicking Off 2011

When it comes to celebration, especially New Year, most youth out there would be thinking of going to bar, pub and all those stuff. Yeah, that was once me..

This year, together with few friends, we did it differently. We went to a friend's house (thanks to the parents for letting us use their house, really appreciate it much!), bought two crates of Heineken and some food. Some might think that it is a common thing and less fun than being in a pub or a bar but to me, spending the countdown moment with few friends in a quiet place where the room is all to yourselves is better than crowding up in a humid place where you could barely breath out of the thick smokey atmosphere. Well, each person has different opinion on how to enjoy right? :)

During the countdown, lotsa incident happened. Strangers became acquiantances and acquiantances became friends. Friends get to share moments be it of sensitive, humorous or even embarrasing! Talking about embarassing, I kinda regretted suggesting them to play "Truth". When they managed to catch question which I do not want to spill, I felt my whole life was between the Valley of Embarrasement and Gateway to Hell. However, thinking back about it, it is kinda silly and that silliness would make them remember me of my true self (Thanks to lotsa Heineken which made my secret's barrier thinner and made me blurted out things I shouldn't have..)

Anyway, these kinda moments would always make us feel that friends are more precious than diamonds. The joy and memory that we spent together with our friends are seriously priceless. I am grateful that I always have them around (even though most of the time, I only get to see them every six months) and making me believe that life is always beautiful. :)

Oh and to every reader who stopped by, Happy New Year 2011!

Paintball Shenanigan

To me, paintball is an activity involving adrenaline rush of survival where we can shoot someone and we won't be convicted of murdering or injuring people. Like what it says; Play at your own risk.

Yesterday, I had tremendous fun trying it for the first time. The first few rounds, you'll bound to whine over the pain but heck, those bruises are definitely incomparable with the tonnes of joy that I got to enjoy. Most of the time, it's hide or run. However, when you saw a member of the opposing team, the shooting begins.

You'll love it once you've tried it! Of course, with the right gang around you. :)

I love this December! Lotsa fun and joy spreading around!

A Cup of Love

When we felt our life is always on a fast lane,
stop for a while...
have a cup of coffee or tea alongside with few friends.

Rest on the comfty couch,
chit-chat through the night,
even with empty talk? that's ok...
cause being human, living as one, we get to enjoy such bliss in life.

Amen~ :)

Journey of Study Life (Degree)

I remembered the first time I got an offer letter to this course. I dropped on my knee and cried so hard. Well, if I have stopped here, you might think that I cried because I'm overwhelmed. Boo boooo.. Wrong! I cried because I did not want this course. I cried because my dream job was fading far far away from me. I dreamed to be a designer. I dreamed to find a job of my dream as Conficious said, "When you have a job you love, you won't be working another day of your life.."

So, with a sad face, a heavy and unwilling heart, I took the offer. Partly because mom don't let me enter Taylor's. 7 hours ride to the college and there it stood. Admist all the trees and no tall buildings within like 30km radius? I registered and went into my room. I was dead shock to see how dirty the place is. More like a haunted house. Clean, clean, clean. Unpacked and bid my family goodbye.

Orientation week. I was the youngest among all. A crybaby, I am. Looking back at it, I pity my roomate at that time, Connie Ting for having to hear me sobs the whole week. However, miracously, I survived that week. One week being tormented by seniors. Sleepless night. Oh what memories it was.

There it was. 16 of us. Pretty laid back at first. Not much lecture to attend to. I also had problem communicating with the rest as my Mandarin was freaking terrible at that time. I was like partially deaf and whole dumb when it comes to Mandarin. With patience, rest of the Chinese girls in my class were patient enough to teach me. Much appreciation even until today. :)

Few weeks later, comes six more girls. Pretty girls. There's even two that are taller than me, making me the third tallest in the class with Lung Lung. Now, we have 22 in the class.

Everyday, we had lectures until the Sun decided to set in. I remembered that we only had like three classes present in the college with all the other seniors out for practicum. The lecturers were eager to enter our class.. even when it was not in the schedule. So, we appreciated their enthuiasm and effort in educating us, trying their hardest to guide us in passing the evaluation assessment.

There were also various events to attend to such as event celebration, marathon, sports and et cetera. Our relationships were tight. We knew who is who and what was going on within the college. Pish, posh.. Tick, tock. One and a half years passed by. We did barbeque for farewell and everyone cried until their eyes wanna popped out.

January 2007 arrived. Campus changed to Kota Samarahan. 22 together again! Tsk! Nobody was away.. lol~ The class was tight at first but got more loose with the time as this campus is bigger. People spread to make new friends. Less events to attend to and more assignments to deal with. Dealing with assignments and poofed! 4 years were gone! I can't believe I have completed my degree in Education. Love and hate. Give and take. I learned to love my job, my profession. Though designing is still my first choice, I believe I can make way for educating children.

I'm gonna GRADUATE soon! Wooohooo!~

He's like Superman. Always There.

Moments ago, I almost came close to fainting.
I was deeply panicked and I could not find what I was looking for.
My mind was blank.
I could not retrace my steps.


I called out to You for help.
I believe that You would never ever disappoint me.
You didn't.
You answered my call and helped me.
You showed me the way out from a lost wood.


I found what I needed and I'm eternally grateful.
For Your help and for Your love to me. :)
Praise to you, God. I love you very much.

Bloated Week

Last Wednesday, I've finally presented my research! WooHoo! Although I looked kinda dumb on the video, I'll just ignore that and enjoy the feeling of freedom! ^^


Oh ya.. felt bloated this week since on Tuesday, went to KFC to celebrate Bobby's birthday and just now, went to Pizza Hut to celebrate the success of research presentation (for few of us)..


Man, so gonna gain back the 3 kg that I've lost last week.. xP

Donating Blood

There were some medical officers from the hospital that came to our college earlier today to help out with the blood donation day. Out of curiosity, I dragged another friend that knew nothing of donating blood to the site.


In the end, both of us decided to have a go in donating blood. A bag full of blood was fused out of my body within like 15 minutes? I was scared at first but thinking about it now, it's just a minor pinch and I felt nothing when they drained the blood through my right arm.. My right arm was pretty sore in the afternoon but it went better during the night. Oh and the whole donating blood thing has made me pretty sleepy the whole day.


However, knowing my blood might save a person's life is all that it takes. I should do this often! :)


This marks the first day of me donating blood! Woots~ xD