A Weird Moment

Okay.. There's this really funny thing that happened few days ago; Wednesday to be exact when a few of my coursemates and I decided to collect data for our coursework regarding Network Analysis.

Our coursework needs us to stand on a four intersections road and count cars. Yes, you're reading this correctly. COUNT CARS.. Count, analyze and redesign the road to improve the flow. Something like that. xP

So, four of us met in the morning around 9:30am or so cause it is not a peak hour where you'll get traffic jam. Hence, it'll be easier for us to count cars passing by. We are working smart here. LOL!

When we reached there, we chose a junction each. The trick is to choose an input (where the cars come from; specific junction) and from that input, we need to count the possible output (cars entering) via the three junctions.

Ah~ Malaysians; you know how they are. When there's an accident, they'll slow down and take a look of what is happening. So, this event where four ladies are standing near the road taking cameras, camcoders and stuff, apalagi? Sure slows down and takes a good stare at you and your actions. xS

Few funny moments were when we attempted to take pictures and videos of our presence there as proof that we are not cheating or making up those data, some even slowed down or showed the peace sign. =.= See how friendly Malaysians are? Hahaha.. But I don't think these actions are counted as being friendly. One even stepped on his emergency brake near me when I was about to snap a picture. Scaryy...

All those while, standing near the road, I guess I received stares from many people which for sure, I won't receive those much in a month. So paiseh...

The lecturer better be accepting our data. I don't wanna stand near roadside anymore!!

Sidenote: I was thinking, if one of us wore super sexy clothes that day, wouldn't there be any possibility of an accident happening? xP

Unloading...

Finally! Horrorful day finally be gone!

One month of working on the coursework project again and again and again and again.

We generated around 4, 5, 6? teaching materials just to teach one simple topic: Improper Fractions for Year 5. If you refers to the Year 5 Mathematics book, this topic only have a page worth of exercise. And to think that becoming a teacher is easy? Think again!

Me and my partner spent sleepless nights within this one month doing the projects. Generating ideas and getting few rejections from the Head of Mathematics Department over and over again. She really has high expectation on the coursework and to meet her expectation, we got to deal with the pressure and also some uban that starts to pop up more and more within our hair.

The last few hours before submitting the project, we finalize the paperworks and ended up sleeping around 4am. That morning's lecture started at 7:30am! Luckily, I didn't fish in the Miss Tan's lecture. If not, sure get killed by her. xP

Gosh~ gotta stop sleeping so late. I'm becoming a panda myself. Positive side though, I lost 2kg from all the pressure of the coursework. LOL. I know, it's bad for health. Bad, bad for health. Will try to get proper rest within this one week break.

After the one week break, I'll be starting my Practicum or similar to Industrial Training for 4 weeks. Warggghh.. I do hope I'll be able to handle all the students. I'm scared that I might end up strangling one. Muahaha. Just kidding. I won't do that. I'll lose my degree for it.

Pray for me guys! I'm starting to lose me-self. (x.x)

Birthday Reload

To all the DiGi users out there, I'm sure you know the birthday bonus right? Well, since it's 50% top-up for every top-up that you have made between 3 days before and after your birthday, what else? I just reload RM100 and my collagemates grabbed this opportunity as well by asking me to reload for them and transferring all the credits. X) Haha.. Anyway, since I'm super loaded with credit now, I just messaged Kim in Aus the whole night since my streamyx was broken. *shrungs*

We talked bout lots of stuff including the appearance of perverts in Aus. Weird~ hahaha.. I'm pretty sure that Malaysia does not have perverts and even if there is, it would not be as weird and creepy as those in Aus desribed by Kim.. So, be careful Kim!

Ah~ Monday's a public holiday. Feeling free at the moment. I'm going to spend the whole Saturday doing nothing that needs my mind to think. No assignments and no typing.. erm.. wait, I'm typing alright. I mean no stress for today. I need to get my mind away from all that just for today and by tomorrow, I'll be back to courseworks, projects, and assignments that mostly due next Friday. :S

Blurp~ blurp~ blurp~ Feeling like drowning myself in a pool right now. xP

7 years... Finally resolved

This is the day, a day that I will remember forever
The day that the feeling that I had kept for 7 years

Has finally been untangled
The day I braced myself up to face the worst outcome possible
Courageous enough to confess by message but not a call
Praying and praying

For the best of what God can give me as an answer

The reason of why I had fallen in love with him?
For he is a kind-hearted guy
A faithful follower of God
Not one bit that I have regretted having this feeling

Not one bit I will regret to confess this feeling

Moments later, God had answered my prayer
And I thank God for letting him know

The best way not to stab my heart
It ended with sudden drops of tears

Not of sorrow nor happiness

But that one sigh of relief
For I can finally start to let him go


~6 March 2009; 11:15am~


** If you had a deep feeling for someone, like what others like to say, BRACE UP YOURSELF and tell him/her how you feel about them. Sure that it might be painful but wondering of the answer gives much greater pain than the moment you confess. God Bless.